I have been in a whirlwind of emtions lately so I am just fixing to vent.. vent.. VENT!.... Being in constant pain isn't helping either! I had my MRI last Friday and got the results back yesterday. Thanks to a bulging disc it is narrowng my spine. I think? If I understood the gianormous wording on the fax. I have an appointment with a neurosurgeon at the end of the month.
School should be what my life is focusing around but it isn't and I have to do something about that!!
I have to learn to deal with confertation and learn to say NO! "Sorry I can't do that, I don't have time." Why is that hard to say?
So .. here is my schedule the next few weeks... Ready?
Thursday 7th - Class 10:50-12:05
Class 10:15-1:30
Meet someone at 2:30 to get something
CAB meeting at 8 which is in Little Rock so unless I want to spend an extra 2 hours driving I might as well stay in Little Rock. Then I'm sure I won't get home unitl midnight. Like the other days this week.. haven't been home till 10:30ish..
Friday 8th - STUDYING ALL DAY, literary since I have had TIME for it.
Saturday 9th - READ/STUDY some more
2:00 KD New Member Retreat which I am just doing what I need to then leaving because I have to come home and study!
Sunday 10th - History discussion and paper due by Midnight so once again STUDYING!
Monday 11th - STUDY most of the day
6:00 A&P lecture quiz (keep in mind I have only read 1 of the 3 chapters so that is why I am going to be stressing to get all that reading done before Monday)
Tuesday 12th - Donnie leaves :(
Class until 1:30
Cooking bagging with NPC 3-8
Council 6:00
Chapter 7:00 (which is a workshop)
Girl Scout Speakers 8:00
Wednesday 13th - Mine and Donnie's 4 years!
6:00 LAB exam :/
Thursday 14th - Class until 1:30
STUDYING
Friday 15th - Maybe I can catch up on some tv? Just maybe?? But I'm sure I will be doing homework.
October 16th - Mom will be gone 6 years
5:00 AM - 11:00AM Race for the Cure
11:00-12:00 KD & Pike Luncheon
6:00 PM - Log-A-Load
Sunday 17th - STUDYING! History due at midnight.
Can anyone tell me why I should not be stressed? I have to learn to say no, I have to learn not to put myself in leadership roles because it is about to kill me. Phsycially and mentally.
