One Year

One year ago today.
I got the most horrifying phone call,
I lost my best friend,
I lost my role model,
I lost my backbone,
I lost my grandmother/mother bond,
I lost my every day phone call,
I lost my eating buddy,
I lost my late night Wal*Mart runs for milk and oatmeal with peaches & cream,
I lost my gossip friend who knew stuff before I did,
I lost my “hey, I got this for you just because I wanted to”,
Most days I feel like I’ve lost it all,
I have my other family members but it just isn’t the same,
I lost my random drop-ins at the office,
I lost my cheerleader,
I lost my “Just Do It” attitude,
I have gained new friendships but,
I lost my Bunny.

I'll make it through,
Slowly but Surely,
HJG